grrrr........ monday blues.

fri night; had much wine with my pri sch mates.
met gr8t ppl, laughed much, learnt much.
=) that im too anxious and forceful.
sounds so familiar.
and it really sucks big.
Fk!
really, avoiding doesnt make anything work.
duhhh~ obvvioousss...


sat, the second time in my life i got dead drunk.
for the same stupid reason..
damn. puke like shit & got bruises all over.
again.
nearly broke the lg tv.
peg slammed the apple laptop..
heng peg didnt kill me.
and ningy didnt slap me 5hard ones like she did.
sry boys, for the trouble. =/
& after waking up the nxt day, i felt even lousier.
alchohol never help do they?
give me problems only.
And for some reason, no one actually called me the whole night.
In the past when i dont go back, mom would call me like 100 times,
and ystd, none. -.-
man... welcome to adult hood?
ironic.
it didnt felt too gd. And in the noon she smsed me, is the game over?
i called back and surprisingly, she wasnt angry at all.
and she didnt even ask who i was with. meoowww......
love her.


man. i miss u.
& i hate it when u make me feel desperate.
maybe im not.
i wonder why m i doing such crap too.
tell me. what have u been feeding me?
i think this is called; retribution.
fine~ just teach me a smart way to walk out of it.
and not just asking me wtf am i doing such stupid things for.
like i noe?


school starts tml.
awww....
pop my 2nd panadol extra.
need to sleep.
sry for grumbling;
the hangover, menses & thoughts are at fault.
&, i dont think im really enjoying this.
the heels and the dresses,
the smokyeyes and the party ppl.
wat m i trying to dig?
bought boxes frm ikea to pack ur stuffs,
to realise can i bear to keep them away?
straightened my hair for a change of mood,
but im feeling worst. this sucks


-im a happydaddy'sgirlwhosesosohavingfun. & imgoing to stay this way!
when i walk away, that's the end of the game sucker~ lols that felt good.