burrp*

OK! Here is UTT!!! hoohoooo

damn hot right. me and nur were nearly drolling over him.

& the v calm poh kept asking us to shut up cos we were literally screaming.

or at least i was yelling, "I WANT TO TAKE PIC WITH UTT!" and before i even realised, nur was already talking to him -.- fast.

BUT my lil bubble has been burst. DAMN.

i've always tot of Utt as the really hot and sexy, tall and manly, mascular, tall cute hunk.

apparently things don't turn out as tv as they seem. He's still hot, but not very tall, very cute but maybe not very straight. sob.

WHY!!!!!!! cute men just has diff fetish!

nur and poh were damn funny, trying to debate on the issue that if he's straight.

poh kept emphasizing that he's not straight, like bluntly! saying his GAY!

AHHHH *just visualize. the world came crashing down on me.

nur went, 'no he's not! he dated denise wat!" (NODS FRANTICALLY)

poh: its just a coverup.. (COVERUP SIAAAA....tsk tsk)

nur: ya la. BUT he's not lar.

poh: u 2 r jus living in denial (AHHHHH. GRRRR! I BITE! I WILL RRLY BITE UR SKINNY BONNY ARMS AND SQUEEZE UR BOOBS!)

nur: k stop it. i m still not taking his gay

and all this while, poor amanda whine and has her heart shattered into pieces. *chingching

-if only shattering sounds like that. watever.

i wanted to flaunt my very limited Thai with Utt (like no. 1-10 or like introduce myself, and saying this is expensive.) but apparently my friends had lil faith in my common of Thai. Oh Pls! i speak rrly gd thai k. nxt time i demonstrate. lol

i cant sleep :(
its the kind of; u-rrly-want-to-do-smt-for-schproj,-but-nothin-gets-progressive kind of FREAKING ME OUT FEELING!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHH. darn. i spent 3 hrs on figuring out that there's SOO MUCH TO DO.

damn damn.

ok im like damn touched.
i tot u guys stopped reading my blog..
sobb...

-
k enough of emo-ing.. :)

i need to find my cable and upload pics.
will do that tml!
now im like super enthu. 2.45am and im goanna do dc proj.


p/s: hohohoho!!!! damn high. i took pic with utt... hahahhaha be jealous.! his bf was there.
hah.
nurr send me the pics we took w utt pls.... hee. DONT DELETE IT ARH! :

i love eating papayas.!

ahh. :) im back typ'g.. after a nongnongtime.
decided to pack my bag and fly to japan for a breather; (blahblah)
before seating before my papaya and lappie trying to write smt for OB.
& i realised, for the past 2 days, i have only been awake for less then 18hrs.
AHHHH!
sobs. im sleeping my life awayyyyy~~~``

well.. all that i can remember in for the last mth.
I CLUBBED hohoho. with NURRRR. hohoho.
haahhahahahahah!
well, besides that. School's been good.
The people are madly in love with me ahahhahaha!
and of cos, i love them too. heehh. (DONT TWITCH!)
except red pants gayboy marcus lol.
kept tugging under the comforter to watch movies w fishe.
hmm, influenced by ningy and long.
thats what u get when u date a videoeazy girl. hah.
&thats what i get for dating an internet-savvy boy.
nono, he didnt download it.
we stream. ;)

AHHH!! fishe's giving me the glare and asking w a very strict tone,
"ARE YOU DOING UR PROJ???"-.-
imagine, with that long, low and deep sigh. hmmmmm
and everytime i look over he's staring.
gosh, blogging is stressful.
im pretending im work'g u see. ;);)
...
.....
.......AH! but i got caught. :(



(like aft 2 mins)
i havent been skating much, neither have i went shopping.
i been eating and sleeping. ALOT.
:(:(:( i went for lunch with my parents on mon and they were making dirty jokes -.-
i'll share my trauma with all;

my mom's as usual talking bout my tummy getting bigger then hers.
my dad den assures her that iim not fat and i do sports.
so i confessed that all i do now is skating. i've attempted to swim but when i see the pool, i get giddy. and when i tried running, i feel that my legs are breaking and my lungs bursting.
somehow, my parents came to an agreement that swimming is a very gd sport,
with a very interesting theory.
DAD: swimming makes u work ur body and besides, when u run, your breast will sag. and it'll look like papaya (with the papaya hand gesture) -.-
and my mom continued with
MOM: den how bout men?
DAD: oh! they wear ball guards.

and they were like laughing away..... hurrr.


p/s: I MISS NINGY, CHERYL, YANG, NIGEL :'( U ASSES!!!!!!!! *WHINES.